The past will certainly come back to haunt me.  I'm sure there's a way around it, but getting an apartment requires a credit check.  I'm screwed.  I have credit. Bad credit.  I don't own a credit card and refuse to get one.  I have sick amounts of money owed to the hospital and doctor office.  I rarely get sick. Avoid going even when it's necessary. I know I don't have the money to pay them.  Sometimes, I have to go.  The mammogram was important.  Too bad the initial ultrasound took an hour longer than initally planned. And the first mammogram wasn't strong enough. They sent me thru a second time to get my boobs blasted. Fun. Squishy.  Then there was the follow up consultation with a surgeon about the mass.  He was kinda creepy.

Ok, there are a couple magazine subscriptions that have gone delinquent, but I did return the first bill with cancel scrawled over the top. I swear.  It's not my fault they chose to send 4 mag's all at once [or maybe they and the bill were delayed - I've yet to figure it out] after the initial free issue.

 Caught the tail end of some program on television; particular story was about people paying $300 a month to rent a car.  Apparently, there's a service out there [will find the appropriate links/articles later] where people can pay to drive someone else's car.  They said on average a car is sitting unused for 23H every day.  With their service, people call up or go online [dude! you're gettin' a Dell] to reserve a car for whatever amount of time.  Price includes full detailing [cleaning it out including all crevases], parking cost, insurance and gasoline.

Terrific idea!  Cuts down on the amount of traffic and nasty exhaust, since 'everybody' has to own a car and don't seem to carpool as much these days.

Made me wonder if there's a similar service for apartments.  Well, yeah! It's subletting.  Must check into agencies, cost, requirements, etc.

I didn't take my Paxil today.

Maybe I'll remember tomorrow's dose.

Don't quite know what I'll end up putting here.  I have a site that essentially does this, and more.  Sure seemed like a good idea a few hours ago. 

Xanga is a fabulous idea, great customisation, but it's not like I'm in great need of another username/password to remember [see above for addition reason why].